{"id":113,"date":"2006-08-31T01:23:00","date_gmt":"2006-08-31T09:23:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/?p=113"},"modified":"2006-08-31T01:23:00","modified_gmt":"2006-08-31T09:23:00","slug":"i-just-couldnt-wait-for-you","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/?p=113","title":{"rendered":"I Just Couldn&#8217;t Wait For You."},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a onblur=\"try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}\" href=\"http:\/\/photos1.blogger.com\/blogger\/3571\/2228\/1600\/ab3632.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" style=\"margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;\" src=\"http:\/\/photos1.blogger.com\/blogger\/3571\/2228\/320\/ab3632.jpg\" alt=\"\" border=\"0\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: rgb(0, 0, 0);\">I&#8217;ve had enough of you- imprisoning my thoughts, emotions and fucking up everything. I want to run away from you; my life is shattering like that broken glass. Pain shall eventually kick in I guess it was a bad idea showering myself in sharp glass- I thought I saw your reflection &#8211; you&#8230; I basically walked straight into you.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: rgb(102, 102, 102);\">I tremble&#8230;I fall&#8230;Straight into your arms&#8230;and curse.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: rgb(0, 0, 0);\">I&#8217;m all wet now- soaking my body in this salt water from the shore; with hope to cure myself of you. I am scrubbing hard with that rock, harshly, with intensity &#8211; to rid myself of you. I&#8217;m almost there; I&#8217;m almost pure and innocent from your touch but bruised.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: rgb(102, 102, 102);\">I hesitate&#8230;I gasp&#8230;I walk&#8230;Fucking far from you.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: rgb(0, 0, 0);\">Screw the memories, the feelings, and the happenings. The moments when you thought I wont make it for another gasp of air &#8211; I&#8217;m breathless from this&#8230;It&#8217;s all just nonsense a way to fool ourselves &#8211; make us feel for something that will never be anything than bloodied scars, wounds that never heal and two lost souls searching to find nothing.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: rgb(102, 102, 102);\">I slip&#8230;I drown&#8230;I hurt&#8230;I&#8217;m dying slowly.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: rgb(0, 0, 0);\">I&#8217;m losing consciousness- I&#8217;m losing far too much blood. I try to touch the glass embedded in my flesh; I&#8217;m trying to let go of you. The glass is like that misplaced piece in a puzzle that was meant not to be fit in it&#8217;s rightful place. It was meant to be soaking in crimson blood- it was meant to be tasteless. It was meant to be on my flesh. It was meant to be sprinkled with sand. Last in all, it added a memoriable touch to our reality &#8211; neverlasting.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: rgb(102, 102, 102);\">My lips are dry&#8230;My eyes are resting&#8230;My heart is no longer beating.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: bold;\">&#8220;I just couldn&#8217;t wait for you.&#8221;<\/span><\/p>\n<div style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"font-weight: bold;\">&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;*&#8212;*&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: rgb(51, 51, 51);\">hope you liked that piece i wrote&#8230;its a story told within a few lines..simple yet far too complicated..<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: rgb(51, 51, 51);\">i&#8217;m anxious and happy&#8230;i cant wait to see my papa and sister today; inshallah they fly back to kuwait safely&#8230;and I cant wait to pick them up at the airport today- thursday this evening.<\/span><\/p>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;ve had enough of you- imprisoning my thoughts, emotions and fucking up everything. I want to run away from you; my life is shattering like that broken glass. Pain shall eventually kick in I guess it was a bad idea showering myself in sharp glass- I thought I saw your reflection &#8211; you&#8230; I basically [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/113"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=113"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/113\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=113"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=113"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=113"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}