{"id":149,"date":"2006-12-01T21:14:00","date_gmt":"2006-12-02T05:14:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/?p=149"},"modified":"2006-12-01T21:14:00","modified_gmt":"2006-12-02T05:14:00","slug":"youre-clawing-at-my-throat-and-youre-crying","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/?p=149","title":{"rendered":"You&#8217;re Clawing At My Throat, And You&#8217;re Crying&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a onblur=\"try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}\" href=\"http:\/\/photos1.blogger.com\/x\/blogger\/3571\/2228\/1600\/556953\/lessons%20learned.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" style=\"margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;\" src=\"http:\/\/photos1.blogger.com\/x\/blogger\/3571\/2228\/320\/191312\/lessons%20learned.jpg\" alt=\"\" border=\"0\" \/><\/a><span style=\"font-family:Arial,Helvetica;\"><span style=\"\"><br \/>\nNow you act suprised<br \/>\nTo hear what you already knew<br \/>\nWhen all you ever had to do was ask<br \/>\nI&#8217;d have told you straight away<br \/>\nThat all those lies were truth<br \/>\nAnd all that was false, was fact&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>So why is it now after I had my fill<br \/>\nYou steal  sorrow I have earned<br \/>\nShall we call this a lesson learned&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Ray Lamotagne &#8211; lessons learned (incomplete lyrics)<\/p>\n<p><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<div style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"font-family:Arial,Helvetica;\"><span style=\"\">******<\/span><\/span>\n<\/div>\n<p><span style=\"font-family:Arial,Helvetica;\"><span style=\"\"><br \/>\nI&#8217;ve concluded a phase in life, no turning back and assessing faults and blunders that rattled me merciously this present year. I am also looking forward to concluding the phase of high school because to matter with facts, I dont feel anything more towards it. Numb in feeling, just study, eat, sleep, Repeat the cycle.<\/p>\n<p>I found this year to be a total nightmare. I hope nothing of its sort accompanies the next year because I just dont have the energy to deal with it anymore. Anyways, I will reduce the honesty I seem to let seep through my fingers easily to the computer screen and just wish you pleasant sleep.<\/p>\n<p>Battle Field, with intricate chaos&#8230;what would you say???<\/p>\n<p><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Now you act suprised To hear what you already knew When all you ever had to do was ask I&#8217;d have told you straight away That all those lies were truth And all that was false, was fact&#8230; So why is it now after I had my fill You steal sorrow I have earned Shall [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/149"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=149"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/149\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=149"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=149"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=149"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}