{"id":162,"date":"2007-01-23T04:01:00","date_gmt":"2007-01-23T12:01:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/?p=162"},"modified":"2007-01-23T04:01:00","modified_gmt":"2007-01-23T12:01:00","slug":"ps-ill-draft-you-to-save-and-not-post-to-publish","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/?p=162","title":{"rendered":"Ps: I&#8217;ll draft you to save and not post to publish ;)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a onblur=\"try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}\" href=\"http:\/\/photos1.blogger.com\/x\/blogger\/3571\/2228\/1600\/878858\/SD-Darkness_Shining_01.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" style=\"margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;\" src=\"http:\/\/photos1.blogger.com\/x\/blogger\/3571\/2228\/320\/93056\/SD-Darkness_Shining_01.jpg\" alt=\"\" border=\"0\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Below was me in a state of oblivous emotion carelessly thinking &#8230;&#8230;and the date to be exact was Jan 4., without question all that is below has changed a day after I wrote this and when was the certifed verification well i  realized it no the  next day or the next week but today, January 22&#8230;damn how cruel life can get. but i will just torch that fire thats blazing on my skin and look towards the path&#8230;.with a wounded heart thats still beating forcefully. life doesnt end with this. it should and i will not let it do so.<\/p>\n<p>Here was what i wrote: 01\/04\/2007<\/p>\n<p>I am inhaling a substance of ectasy it&#8217;s un-natural, quite delusional to this mind but dont focus here, just understand I am in mere unsubtile, untranslated bliss.  A language can not certify the speed my heart is beating. Words scripted on a letter have brought waves of smiles to my lips. Yes, mistaken, I am adjourning a path that is leading forward. Yet come what may, even detection of what is thought, I will and shall not forget this feeling. This emotion well built, that withstands tears and burns that may attach to this body. Come what may, I am truly in love&#8230;God bless this &#8217;07. I hope this is no bad omen or just fate wanting to dally with me and teasing me ferciously.<\/p>\n<p>Best be it now, I am rising in your winter sky&#8230; yes this Battle Field is and forever will be her own&#8230;.hmph I&#8217;m lost without words now, then let me be off to sleep&#8230;I will keep this a secret to my eyes&#8230;and it is vague to you viewer, I call now mistaken \ud83d\ude09<\/p>\n<p>Ps: I&#8217;ll draft you to save and not post to publish \ud83d\ude09<\/p>\n<p>ANYWAYS, life goes on&#8230;.one more exam to go and im free and the mattress and the covers will comfort and lavish me through times&#8230;.all i need are two straight days of only sleep. no interaction or anything. i can live that way you know.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Below was me in a state of oblivous emotion carelessly thinking &#8230;&#8230;and the date to be exact was Jan 4., without question all that is below has changed a day after I wrote this and when was the certifed verification well i realized it no the next day or the next week but today, January [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/162"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=162"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/162\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=162"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=162"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=162"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}