I don’t want to do this anymore. I don’t want to keep this hurt. I want to walk away. I want to have never stayed. I want to erase a picture in a past, I want to drown a memory and hope it struggles when it tries to resurface, I hope it dies. I don’t know, I don’t feel anything anymore. I’m completely lost and desperately in need of this to stop. I let it all go. I untied the ropes, I set my chained self free. But this freedom was never welcoming and I just don’t understand anything anymore.<\/p>\n
I am tired and I will close my eyes. I’m going to extinguish the candle lighting my fire. I never was right in the start. I was all wrong. But life is unpredictable, and you cant but appreciate the lessons you continually relearn. Here’s to a life, here’s to a sky filled with shooting stars, here’s to a wilting rose. Here’s where I stand, and here was where I will come to fall.<\/p>\n
Thank you for coming into my life, and thank you for leaving too.<\/p>\n
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