{"id":46,"date":"2006-04-21T13:14:00","date_gmt":"2006-04-21T21:14:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/?p=46"},"modified":"2006-04-21T13:14:00","modified_gmt":"2006-04-21T21:14:00","slug":"lost-little-girl","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/?p=46","title":{"rendered":"Lost Little Girl"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a onblur=\"try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}\" href=\"http:\/\/photos1.blogger.com\/blogger\/3571\/2228\/1600\/bw_crying_girl.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" style=\"margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;\" src=\"http:\/\/photos1.blogger.com\/blogger\/3571\/2228\/320\/bw_crying_girl.jpg\" alt=\"\" border=\"0\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<div style=\"text-align: center;\">\n<div style=\"text-align: left;\">I had something else planned for this post, my sadness and stress was going to launched in a different way&#8230; i had the post all done and all i had to do was click publish post&#8230;guess what happened yup the wonderful firefox decides to all of a sudden send an error telling me to close the windows opened and well stupid me i didn&#8217;t save as draft before&#8230;.so my day was screwed up&#8230;.cursed&#8230;.everything is wrong&#8230;.so i decided to go sleep and well hope that everything will be back to normal&#8230;..that was a wrong assumption.<\/p>\n<p>Well, I went to the beach on wednesday however it didnt calm me down, it no  longer breaks the respite i care to see or it wont heal my scars and wounds from this stress on my shoulders&#8230;..my goodness when will this freaking school year end because its sucking me into its vortex and am tired of whirling and drowning yes i feel like that&#8230;. but unfortunately nothing can help me, nothing at all because am too tired, depressed and too many things are coming up&#8230;.i just cant wait till those unwept tears will fall on my cheeks&#8230;.am not kiddin nope&#8230;..i hope i can make it through these last weeks of the hell hole i am in&#8230;&#8230;..inshallah everything goes back to normal&#8230;.whatever happened to my positive self way back in februray when everyday was bright and my birthday cheered me up and how this and that was all shining on me&#8230;..what happened am asking&#8230;..? but oh dear me&#8230;.i guess i shall end this story&#8230;.cause i have said too much&#8230;. \ud83d\ude41\n<\/p><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align: left;\">I miss my sister, so far away and she too is feeling the stress but damn she would always cheer me up and tell me to look at the brightside and i miss our sisterly time where we watch tv and comment on everything and all the &#8230;&#8230;, i miss watching Las Vegas, Oprah, Ricki Lake, baby member those days&#8230;&#8230;my goodness i miss my childhood i dont like this &#8230;one more year &#8230;.. on more year and then i guess i can have the world&#8230;.but till then am a lost little girl. \ud83d\ude41<\/p>\n<p>Now i shall lose myself in the algebra textbook, test coming up, chemistry notes, quiz tomorrow as well as a lab, history book, but shall leave that for tomorrow&#8230;.yup this week is going to be the week of tests and am feeling under the weather think i got a cold&#8230;.but oh well&#8230;. cheer up&#8230; i should smile because maybe tomorrow will be a better day&#8230;.inshallah it is&#8230;:( till then my chocolate fudge brownies are keeping me company in a time like this :\/.\n<\/p><\/div>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I had something else planned for this post, my sadness and stress was going to launched in a different way&#8230; i had the post all done and all i had to do was click publish post&#8230;guess what happened yup the wonderful firefox decides to all of a sudden send an error telling me to close [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/46"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=46"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/46\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=46"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=46"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=46"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}