{"id":571,"date":"2009-04-27T02:14:52","date_gmt":"2009-04-26T23:14:52","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/?p=571"},"modified":"2009-04-27T08:55:22","modified_gmt":"2009-04-27T05:55:22","slug":"i-always-loved-you-from-day-1","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/?p=571","title":{"rendered":"I always loved you, from the very start."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>A part of me I lost completely.<br \/>\nA part of me I lost within you.<br \/>\nA part of me I found spoiled.<br \/>\nA part of me I do not want to be without you.<\/p>\n<p>I do not understand the meaning of forever,<br \/>\nAnd I do not know the meaning of old.<br \/>\nI always want to ask you, why were you never blue enough?<br \/>\nWhy, when I want to hold you ..<br \/>\nWhy, when I want to hold on tight ..<br \/>\nYou let go briskly ..<br \/>\nWhen I find myself,<br \/>\nComplete in your arms.<\/p>\n<p>I can not stop wanting,<br \/>\nTo let go within you<br \/>\nTo let life become you<br \/>\nTo let myself love you.<\/p>\n<p>You burn my fire, as you touch my tan skin<br \/>\nYou stare into my dark eyes, as you plant deep kisses into my surface,<br \/>\nThe sensations draw a wave,<br \/>\nFrom a cold ocean,<br \/>\nThe waves are all we have<br \/>\nAnd I drown this time.<\/p>\n<p>Complete and lost<br \/>\nComplete and gone.<\/p>\n<p>I want to understand, why the skies with you,<br \/>\nAt night time, are never cold enough,<br \/>\nYour hands are sage and dark,<br \/>\nAnd your eyes are completely lost.<\/p>\n<p>I want to hold you,<br \/>\nI want to hold on,<br \/>\nTo you,<br \/>\nTo a frame of a picture,<br \/>\nWhen the picture is completely torn.<br \/>\nI want to tear myself apart,<br \/>\nWithin you,<br \/>\nLost<br \/>\nAnd your eyes always realize<br \/>\nThat my eyes are never cold,<br \/>\nTheir loving, and willing, and passion filled.<\/p>\n<p>I love with my heart.<\/p>\n<p>The tears that will fall,<br \/>\nTraveled a distance from the desert,<br \/>\nTo touch the petals of a dry rose,<br \/>\nKiss the lips of a homeless beggar,<br \/>\nGraze the hands of an innocent prisoner.<\/p>\n<p>My tears are yours forever.<br \/>\nI will miss you when you go,<\/p>\n<p>I will miss you when i go.<br \/>\nMy heart will keep ..<br \/>\nKeep loving ..<br \/>\nKeep touching ..<br \/>\nKeep missing ..<br \/>\nA heart that was always white.<\/p>\n<p>I will treasure ..<br \/>\nThe moments ..<br \/>\nThe hours ..<br \/>\nThe minutes ..<br \/>\nAs ever,<br \/>\nAs long<\/p>\n<p>If they last.<\/p>\n<p>I want &amp; I love.<\/p>\n<p>Would you keep me in your heart?<br \/>\nFrom the distance?<\/p>\n<p>Would you come,<\/p>\n<p>I always did love you, from the start.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>A part of me I lost completely. A part of me I lost within you. A part of me I found spoiled. A part of me I do not want to be without you. I do not understand the meaning of forever, And I do not know the meaning of old. I always want to [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3,5,7,9],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/571"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=571"}],"version-history":[{"count":7,"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/571\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":574,"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/571\/revisions\/574"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=571"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=571"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=571"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}