{"id":586,"date":"2009-05-29T08:42:26","date_gmt":"2009-05-29T05:42:26","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/?p=586"},"modified":"2009-05-29T08:45:16","modified_gmt":"2009-05-29T05:45:16","slug":"its-so-loud","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/?p=586","title":{"rendered":"Its so loud."},"content":{"rendered":"

An old man\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s sleeping on that brown bench over there,
\nAnd the black coffee in my hand is growing cold.<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n

I hate the smell of coffee.
\nI hate this heat.<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n

I haven\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t been quite the same anymore.
\nI haven\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t been who I was anymore.
\nDoes it matter anymore?<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n

I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122m going to go for a walk.
\nI\u00e2\u20ac\u2122m going to go for a long walk.<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n

I remain on the sidewalk,
\nBreathless and searching.<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n

I stared at you,
\nI blinked.<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n

My eyes felt foggy
\nAnd the rain
\nIt started to pour on us.
\nAgain.<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n

You drank your coffee.
\nAnd I watched you in silence.<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n

You can paint me.
\nYou can chalk the words onto my skin.
\nYou can talk.
\nYou can forget.
\nYou can wait.
\nYou can do what you want.<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n

But I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122m hurting insde.
\nI\u00e2\u20ac\u2122m as cold as the coffee.<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n

You can close my eyes,
\nI will lie very still.<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n

I keep seeing you in the nights,
\nI keep seeing you and I get very cold,
\nI see you when everything grows silent<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n

I see you.
\nAnd then I lie very still.<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n

This hurts too much.
\nI want to sit beside the old man on that bench,
\nI want his story to pain my hardship,
\nIts always falls apart
\nWhen you find security<\/strong>,<\/span><\/p>\n

I don\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t know how this goes
\nI don\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t know if the hurt can go
\nI just know that the coffee is old<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n

I want to close my eyes
\nAnd lie very still<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n

I want to go<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n


\n<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n

Please break the silence,
\nI want to smile again.<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

An old man\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s sleeping on that brown bench over there, And the black coffee in my hand is growing cold. I hate the smell of coffee. I hate this heat. I haven\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t been quite the same anymore. I haven\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t been who I was anymore. Does it matter anymore? I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122m going to go for a walk. […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/586"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=586"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/586\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":588,"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/586\/revisions\/588"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=586"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=586"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=586"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}