{"id":605,"date":"2009-07-06T19:10:25","date_gmt":"2009-07-06T16:10:25","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/?p=605"},"modified":"2009-07-06T19:14:55","modified_gmt":"2009-07-06T16:14:55","slug":"iii-am","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/?p=605","title":{"rendered":"I:II AM"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: center;\">\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"color: #800000;\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-medium wp-image-610\" title=\"DSC00440\" src=\"http:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2009\/07\/DSC00440-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"DSC00440\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2009\/07\/DSC00440-300x225.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2009\/07\/DSC00440-1024x768.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong><span style=\"color: #800000;\">I miss me<\/span><br \/>\n<\/strong> <strong>I miss you<br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #000000;\">I miss the past<br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #800000;\">I miss what was<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #000000;\">I miss the fragments<br \/>\nI miss our clauses<\/span><\/span><br \/>\n<\/strong> <strong>I miss everything about you<br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #000080;\">Your scent,<br \/>\nYour taste,<br \/>\nYour touch.<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong><span style=\"color: #000000;\">I never had enough.<br \/>\nI will never too.<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong><span style=\"color: #000080;\">It&#8217;s all silence now and you don&#8217;t give me words. You don&#8217;t want too. I have trouble breathing. It&#8217;s all way too hard. I always find myself on the ground now. The lights are too dim, and my heart isn&#8217;t giving. I&#8217;m not anymore who I wanted to be. I miss you. I&#8217;m mentally locked down. My smiles are too well rehearsed, and you make it hard to smile when you don&#8217;t want to sound a word.<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong>Remember when I imagined it could be the same again.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong><span style=\"color: #800000;\">I was wrong again.<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong><span style=\"color: #000000;\"><span style=\"color: #333333;\">I<\/span><span style=\"color: #333333;\"><span style=\"color: #333333;\"> <\/span>don&#8217;t want the same, I want to go on. Forbidden chances, you lived once &#8211; I can tell you I don&#8217;t imagine I&#8217;l live it again. I&#8217;m dying a thousand times lately, especially during the nighttime, when the moon is out again.<\/span><\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong><span style=\"color: #800000;\">Would you ..<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Sit next to me. Play with my hair. I want to feel the care again. On any side of the coin, I want to be tossed around. I want you to side. Chose a side. Would you stand beside me? And catch me? I trust you .. I&#8217;m going to fall on you\u00c2\u00a0 ..<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong>It hurts a lot.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong><span style=\"color: #800000;\">You have to catch me this time, no strings attached.<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong>Everything is in the distance now. Thunderstorms happen twice a week. And the missing sensations, they come along everyday. It&#8217;s really beautiful pain. You don&#8217;t wish to take it away. Grow up stronger, pick the pieces of broken and realize &#8211; at least it happened.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong><span style=\"color: #000080;\">The hard times will get worse, and I just want you to be around. With no strings attached, I&#8217;ll give you my heart unconditionally. You don&#8217;t need to give me anything. Just your presence.<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong><span style=\"color: #000000;\">I miss you, you don&#8217;t have to miss me. I just want to feel.<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong><span style=\"color: #800000;\">It will get better again.<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I miss me I miss you I miss the past I miss what was I miss the fragments I miss our clauses I miss everything about you Your scent, Your taste, Your touch. I never had enough. I will never too. It&#8217;s all silence now and you don&#8217;t give me words. You don&#8217;t want too. 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