{"id":66,"date":"2006-05-14T14:10:00","date_gmt":"2006-05-14T22:10:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/?p=66"},"modified":"2006-05-14T14:10:00","modified_gmt":"2006-05-14T22:10:00","slug":"fi-elbidayafi-ni7aya","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/?p=66","title":{"rendered":"Fi Elbidaya…..Fi Ni7aya"},"content":{"rendered":"

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\n<\/span>Dearest darling,<\/span><\/p>\n

<\/span>Today you’ve turned a year older, and i’ve become a day wiser understanding the inevitable truth. Forever and always were the words I pledged to you. But now their just overused pathetic words. I scorched so many pages in this notebook leaving just this page for you. The others were wasted drawing images inflicted by you, that defined your hate. I would dream for your repentance and the day that you might see me still. But i can never forgive those who have forgotten me and never knew me well.<\/span><\/p>\n

<\/span>I cried in the process of writing you this letter, of ending my decietful lie, that someday you might fall in love with me and at that time I can make you cry. These drying tear’s on this painful letter will be erased with time, but dont think they were never here because darling i’m crying crimson tears. Flooding this white paper with scars and fears….no longer able to settle all thats been and all thats gonna be…..END here END there, doesnt matter because their was never a start…so how define a postion when you’ve been their all along??….<\/span><\/p>\n

<\/span>This letter shall be sent to you the day people pay their respects to me, my body, my soul, my everything…it’s the day when i will no longer be…on this planet or that shadow facing you defenselessly. So without breaking my heart, without damaging my soul, the ending i began to a start unknown. Always and for all, never witnessed laughter or smiles for thou soul….goodbye forever and never more….i’m resting peacefully no longer worrying about this broken heart.<\/span><\/p>\n

<\/span>Her Soul,<\/span><\/p>\n

<\/span> The Battlefield<\/span><\/p>\n

<\/span>Well i just finished a chemistry test and it was hard, difficult not what i expected and with or without the studying i just oooof anywhoo away from depressing news to something special and thats gonna shine me with glitter and light…..yes you might have noticed my jackie posted a post on GINA….yes our Gina is coming home and well i missed her endlessly and we got lots to catch up on so with that my days will be fulled with smiles and laughter….they already are but she’ll add more to it….the above was just again meaningless words i wrote….because i dont feel like starting on the project due come the morrow or studying for the english test…:( anywhoo enjoy. smile. cheers. c ya later…and :* excuse the change in font size…something messed up happened and i cant bring it back to normal sorry<\/span>
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