{"id":69,"date":"2006-05-21T06:02:00","date_gmt":"2006-05-21T14:02:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/?p=69"},"modified":"2006-05-21T06:02:00","modified_gmt":"2006-05-21T14:02:00","slug":"look-into-my-eyes","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/?p=69","title":{"rendered":"Look Into My Eyes"},"content":{"rendered":"<div style=\"text-align: center;\"><a onblur=\"try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}\" href=\"http:\/\/photos1.blogger.com\/blogger\/3571\/2228\/1600\/ninfa.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" style=\"margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;\" src=\"http:\/\/photos1.blogger.com\/blogger\/3571\/2228\/320\/ninfa.jpg\" alt=\"\" border=\"0\" \/><\/a>Do you see your reflection?<\/p>\n<p>just out of nowhere i ask you when you look into someone&#8217;s eyes while speaking to them do you see your reflection in their glistening eyes or just their soul and nothing else more??<\/p>\n<div style=\"text-align: left;\">good thing is school is almost out, bad thing is finals are coming up already getting the dose of projects, quizes, tests, etc you name it i have it and then the year ends and i&#8217;ll feel this empty void within me&#8230;.am scared i dont want to be a senior it only means that i will no longer be a child in one sense&#8230;.i will go out into this gruesome harsh yet beautiful world and be something&#8230;but i still want the option of curling in my bed and being able to cry carelessly when all goes wrong&#8230;am i asking too much if all i want is for time to stop so i can take this all in&#8230;.a few more days and ill be on the verge of a breakdown because school will be out and then i have to start my college decisions but damn i forgot i have to fill this application out for recommendation crap for the counselor before the year is out and i only answered one out of seveenteen questions&#8230;ironic i am also seventeen&#8230; will someone save me from this nightmare that is yet in motion&#8230;no intermission or break&#8230;..please give me the anecdote to this &#8230; is there one and if so how would it help?&#8230;again nonsense is all i am&#8230;come to think of it why is my name not nonsense instead of your battlefield&#8230;anywhoo let me mull over my decisions, thoughts and get back to livin life for each moment because truthfully you can never predict your time on this earth and inshallah all goes well from her to then when&#8230; \ud83d\ude41<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<p>i guess my blog is just the daily struggles of a girl within this gut wrenching, blood thristy battlefield.<\/p>\n<p>: l<\/p>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Do you see your reflection? just out of nowhere i ask you when you look into someone&#8217;s eyes while speaking to them do you see your reflection in their glistening eyes or just their soul and nothing else more?? good thing is school is almost out, bad thing is finals are coming up already getting [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/69"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=69"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/69\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=69"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=69"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=69"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}