{"id":725,"date":"2010-01-10T11:02:41","date_gmt":"2010-01-10T08:02:41","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/?p=725"},"modified":"2010-01-10T11:27:38","modified_gmt":"2010-01-10T08:27:38","slug":"men-3areftek","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/?p=725","title":{"rendered":"Men 3areftek"},"content":{"rendered":"

I tried to hide you in my heart. I honestly failed. You see, you’ll always be in my eyes. I wont deceive me, I really don\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t know what to do. I have to stop saying. I have to stop. But I cant stop this feeling. Help me bury it.<\/span><\/p>\n

Bury me.<\/span><\/p>\n

Deep.
\nDeep to my knees.
\nA thickness of mud,
\nClump the waste against my heart.<\/span><\/p>\n

I have to bury my love for you.<\/span><\/p>\n

Because you
\nYour not as you usually are
\nYour almost as dead as that rose I gifted you<\/span><\/p>\n

I
\nI should smile for you
\nMask my sadness
\nJust for you
\nI’m closing my heart from you again<\/span><\/p>\n

Your in love with someone else<\/span><\/p>\n

Right now<\/span><\/p>\n

Everything
\nEverything is wondering
\nWonder where you are
\nWonder if she keeps you up at night
\nWonder if you actually know what love means
\n<\/span><\/p>\n

Because you failed to find it in me<\/span><\/p>\n

I really loved you<\/span><\/p>\n


\n<\/span><\/p>\n

Just remember the moment of our insanity
\nMy heart was in yours
\nYours is still buried in mine
\nYou\u00e2\u20ac\u2122ll always be<\/span><\/p>\n

Buried deep
\nDeep in my heart
\nYou supply me with blood<\/span><\/p>\n

I only wish in my eyes
\nYou would realize
\nThat my eyes genuinely love you<\/span><\/p>\n

I don\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t know why
\nI don\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t know until when<\/span><\/p>\n

But I don\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t know anymore
\nI wish you would let me know you<\/span><\/p>\n

My only wish is
\nI hope you are well
\nI hope you are great
\nYou are in my heart
\nBut I have to force you out<\/span><\/p>\n

I must stop caring
\nBecause your in love with her
\nI have to dig deeper
\nI need to be chest deep in the mud<\/span><\/p>\n

I need it to remain buried
\nI’m back to remaining silent<\/span><\/p>\n

My first lie I gift from my heart<\/span><\/p>\n

I hate you.<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I tried to hide you in my heart. I honestly failed. You see, you’ll always be in my eyes. I wont deceive me, I really don\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t know what to do. I have to stop saying. I have to stop. But I cant stop this feeling. Help me bury it. Bury me. Deep. Deep to my […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/725"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=725"}],"version-history":[{"count":9,"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/725\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":734,"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/725\/revisions\/734"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=725"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=725"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=725"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}