{"id":79,"date":"2006-06-03T21:32:00","date_gmt":"2006-06-04T05:32:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/?p=79"},"modified":"2006-06-03T21:32:00","modified_gmt":"2006-06-04T05:32:00","slug":"i-just-figured-you-out","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/?p=79","title":{"rendered":"I Just Figured You Out&#8230;."},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a onblur=\"try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}\" href=\"http:\/\/photos1.blogger.com\/blogger\/3571\/2228\/1600\/She%20Dreams%20in%20Black%20and%20White.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" style=\"margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;\" src=\"http:\/\/photos1.blogger.com\/blogger\/3571\/2228\/320\/She%20Dreams%20in%20Black%20and%20White.jpg\" alt=\"\" border=\"0\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>i need to settle this steam and strip my anger it just cant stay hidden and masked&#8230; i need these few lines to express my utmost devastating feeling&#8230;its ripping my insides and strangling me&#8230; i need your words i need your answers but more than all i need your desolation&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>i seek acceptation not rejection, i breathe and strife once for my being then for your seeing&#8230; why wont you just leave my unsettled heart drift away&#8230; let me hear its beat for the last time in your dying love i can do that you know i&#8217;ve mastered the plan&#8230;its not something hard i&#8217;ll teach you someday&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>your whispering words were all i could hear, but your moving lips i didnt understand what you meant me to hear&#8230;.begotten why have you no faith in me, why do you misjudge my likes&#8230;i am who i set to be&#8230;your constraining thoughts, actions destory me endlessly&#8230;ill never let you bring me down!<\/p>\n<p>your some kind of soul&#8230;dont want happiness for anyone but yourself&#8230;dont you find my objection written on your wall&#8230; its a finale between me and myself. ill never let your words those abusive sounds make me sob into the night&#8230; i thought you were a soul worth hungering towards&#8230;but begotten you&#8217;ve misunderstood my standing and i shall to yours&#8230;i say once again,<\/p>\n<div style=\"text-align: center;\">farewell and off to my dreams<br \/>\nyour whimpering voices will die in me<br \/>\nforever and always i regret that to be<br \/>\ni simply want to replay the hours<br \/>\nso i can change my fate<br \/>\nplease leave me come the morrow<br \/>\ni&#8217;ve grown tired and weary from your stand<br \/>\nlet me be thats all i @#$%^&#038;* need!\n<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align: center;\">&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8211;\n<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align: center;\">its nothing if you dont understand&#8230; just used up words from my meaningless self&#8230;.i&#8217;ve understood today the inevitable &#8230; everything is simply&#8230;.(insert word)!!!&#8230;dont think this is something when it might be nothing&#8230;just is what projects from me to you&#8230;..!!!\n<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align: center;\">-your battlefield to this day&#8230;no regrets as of yet-<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>i need to settle this steam and strip my anger it just cant stay hidden and masked&#8230; i need these few lines to express my utmost devastating feeling&#8230;its ripping my insides and strangling me&#8230; i need your words i need your answers but more than all i need your desolation&#8230; i seek acceptation not rejection, [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/79"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=79"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/79\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=79"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=79"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=79"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}