A meaningless hurt. I grasped a pencil and I held your wrist. I gently stroked the palm of yours with words. I am spelling it to you. I feel meaningless. And you do nothing as you feel the movement except stare back indifferent to the touch.<\/p>\n
Can you believe it. I lost it. The lead of that pencil broke. And attached to it was the meaning, and a seed began to tense my core with frustrations and lust. I wanted to nourish my heart with a supply of oxygen rich love. I breathed in nothingness.<\/p>\n
I keep the hurt pricking my veins to myself. But I broke the silence with ….<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
I told the silence that I can no longer give.<\/p>\n
I have given much to recall if I understand the value of that joy. I am playing my feelings and it is I who I destroy. I staged this all in the dirt, and the seed keeps growing inside of me.\u00c2\u00a0 I sincerely hurt.<\/p>\n
As you placed your cigarette ashes on my stem. I felt sun kissed.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Let me try this again.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
I came, I left and the windows of yesterday reminded me,<\/p>\n
You can live with out emotions, easily.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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