{"id":952,"date":"2012-01-25T20:07:38","date_gmt":"2012-01-25T17:07:38","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/?p=952"},"modified":"2013-05-01T21:30:03","modified_gmt":"2013-05-01T18:30:03","slug":"122-pm","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/?p=952","title":{"rendered":"1:22 PM"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/01\/Favim.com-473.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-thumbnail wp-image-955\" title=\"Favim.com-473\" alt=\"\" src=\"http:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/01\/Favim.com-473-150x150.jpg\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>An ice cube grazes my wrist.\u00c2\u00a0Blood is comforting.\u00c2\u00a0I tell you, without the use of words, there is only numbness when you touched.<\/p>\n<p>Nothing is hurting.<\/p>\n<p>I held my body still.\u00c2\u00a0I tensed.\u00c2\u00a0Remain silent.<\/p>\n<p>Distant but absurdly quiet,<\/p>\n<p>Your nestled in my heart.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Two hearts in the same room.\u00c2\u00a0Growing silence.\u00c2\u00a0Gently absorb the discomfort.\u00c2\u00a0Four eyes close.\u00c2\u00a0Lips curl upward.<\/p>\n<p>My lips are apart.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>A word is longing for rebirth.\u00c2\u00a0I bite my lip to close.<\/p>\n<p>Begin again.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>The blood is comforting.\u00c2\u00a0I suck at my wound.\u00c2\u00a0Slow and soft.\u00c2\u00a0You close your eyes,<\/p>\n<p>Your beautiful..<\/p>\n<p>Your beautiful&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p>Do you know that you really are beautiful&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Moist eyes begin.<\/p>\n<p>I want to feel again.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Interrupt my circulation.\u00c2\u00a0Pause the blood flow.<\/p>\n<p>Open my heart.<\/p>\n<p>I will let you crawl back in.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Momentarily, I wanted to say it.\u00c2\u00a0Momentarily, I needed you to say it.\u00c2\u00a0Slice my tongue with glass.\u00c2\u00a0Cut my lips with a knife.\u00c2\u00a0Let the juice of a lemon soak my face.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Be gentle. I beg.<\/p>\n<p>Begin again.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I will stand numb.<\/p>\n<p>I promise.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>An ice cube grazes my wrist.\u00c2\u00a0Blood is comforting.\u00c2\u00a0I tell you, without the use of words, there is only numbness when you touched. Nothing is hurting. I held my body still.\u00c2\u00a0I tensed.\u00c2\u00a0Remain silent. Distant but absurdly quiet, Your nestled in my heart. &nbsp; Two hearts in the same room.\u00c2\u00a0Growing silence.\u00c2\u00a0Gently absorb the discomfort.\u00c2\u00a0Four eyes close.\u00c2\u00a0Lips curl [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/952"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=952"}],"version-history":[{"count":9,"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/952\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":957,"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/952\/revisions\/957"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=952"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=952"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=952"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}