{"id":97,"date":"2006-07-05T06:25:00","date_gmt":"2006-07-05T14:25:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/?p=97"},"modified":"2006-07-05T06:25:00","modified_gmt":"2006-07-05T14:25:00","slug":"starting-at-the-ending","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/?p=97","title":{"rendered":"Starting At The Ending"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a onblur=\"try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}\" href=\"http:\/\/photos1.blogger.com\/blogger\/3571\/2228\/1600\/blackie.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" style=\"margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;\" src=\"http:\/\/photos1.blogger.com\/blogger\/3571\/2228\/320\/blackie.jpg\" alt=\"\" border=\"0\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Right this moment, I&#8217;m in the dark, my eyes see nothing but distorted images and water trickles on the ground as I try to make the images focus and be&#8230;.I am waiting for alot of answers and something to make everything bright&#8230;.away from this and to &#8230;.<\/p>\n<p>I did it, I did what I had to now all that remains is to see where I go on from there. Inshallah what is meant to happen does. Now I must continue with my sole purpose of this summer which is to think of the future for next year, my last year in high school. I am so happy that this chapter in my life is coming to end and now the challenge I&#8217;ve been awaiting is finally arriving. Whatever it may be, I am and shall be with a loving heart and a big smile. If it&#8217;s a rejection, so be it. If it&#8217;s an acception, may god be with me and if It&#8217;s neither then I do not mind. Everything is great at it&#8217;s time.<\/p>\n<p>Aside from my stupid ramblings, I think I shall minimize my posting and concentrate on what&#8217;s at hand. I have to focus, I have to calculate, I have to do so much in so little time. And besides I shall hopefully be somewhere for sometime least a week&#8230; and then well matters will unfold. This post is pointless just like me at the moment. But within the hours of the upcoming days, I shall figure out the point. I hope that my dreams do come true. Which leads me to ask another stupid question, when you sleep, do you dream or just sleep and think of nothing? According to me and my life, I always dream and if I sleep without a dream, I wake up in a mood, and quite angry that is.:P..What about you?<\/p>\n<p>Last but not least, I was so speechless and happy at yesterday&#8217;s game. Forzaaa Italia baby. Best match thus far and I can&#8217;t wait for today&#8217;s match&#8230;with italy I jumped up and down, screamed, cheered, by accident hurt my toes as I bumped into the&#8230; damn it aches but anywhoo&#8230;.it was worth it and the match was great the last minutes as the players well you go figure&#8230;you&#8217;ll understand if your a girl but a guy then heheh never mind(after the goals i mean&#8230;when the players take off..hmm)&#8230;and I do believe someone out there is rooting and cheering for france to win, since my heart is with PORTUGAL who kicked their butts&#8230;do you want to guess who that person is&#8230;.:Phehehhe<\/p>\n<p>Portugal or Italia&#8230;inshallah become the world cup champions&#8230;.hardluck to germany and inshallah France&#8230;no hard feelings&#8230; :)&#8230;papa,  i thought i heard you rumble to me germany shall get the cup&#8230;heheeheh \ud83d\ude00 guess who is the ?? ! ehehheheh i love you<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Right this moment, I&#8217;m in the dark, my eyes see nothing but distorted images and water trickles on the ground as I try to make the images focus and be&#8230;.I am waiting for alot of answers and something to make everything bright&#8230;.away from this and to &#8230;. I did it, I did what I had [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/97"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=97"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/97\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=97"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=97"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.puremassacre.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=97"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}