the taste of tea after fa6oor is just so exhilarating and pleasing, where as, during normal months it’s just plain, steaming hot and dark shade of crimson.

i had three cups, still wanting more…i’m guessing it isn’t good to intake this much tea 🙂

The misery and hate you lived in will never let us be. I am desperate for release- from your gruesome reality. We are living nothing but a lie of dying love, abiding loyalty to better the odds of ending up tangled in wounds of our own making. Our eyes speak the words that bit our tongues, bruised our lips and inflicted hurt against ourselves. I choose to disregard your preceptions and devour our so called lust – bleed till this feeling of pain numbs my course. End it now my venegeance to an enemy – we together cause a newfound war. We together are not one, you condescend me and I exhale my hurt on your skin- and then we fall to the ground.

a short crappy piece by me trying to take a break from working on that never ending project and touching up on my essay… argh 😉 i crave sleep!

went to virgin…found the book i was longing to get…i’m so filled with glee just must add time in my schedule to read it…but i didnt find the other book cant wait to snuggle up with, my sisters keeper.

the book i got is called “the lady and the unicorn”…since i read “girl with the pearl earring” it coerced me into wanting to read the authors other book and so here i stand with it waiting for the right moment to devour the book and enjoy the words…i cant wait till i have time with no tests or anything holding me back from reading with ease 🙂

i saw a monkey, the cutest monkey in a pink tutu in a car…ford it was….adorable adorable adorable…..so now these days to pick up chicks or etc you get an adorable pet and force them into extinction but got to say, clever thinking a girls downfall are cute animals…:P

beautiful friday, great beginning and inshallah a great end….well then i’m off to sprinkle fairy dust here and there and eat me some dinner to get a good nights rest for the day to come ahead.

😉

if i acclerate your heartbeat would you decelerate my rotation about your feet.
if i begged your velocity to slow all this down would our displacement be miles farther apart.
if i told you this nonsense is a link between astronomy and physics
late night studying for an ackward quiz
summarizing all of what i read no doubt this outcome is rather marvelous
tells you for a fact my minding is on focus 😉
but damn memorizing equations is a setback
these constellations in the sky are lighting this knowlegde
overflowing my revolution in the course of my orbit
neither physics nor astronomy can ruin my forecast 😉

creative dontcha think ;P

saturday- breathing easily without force
sunday – just 3 more days till the weekend
monday- i want to get this year over and done with
tuesday- no longer breathing, why do they complicate things?
wednesday- living a nightmare cant wake up!

just week one of my last year ya rab ya rab everything unravels with ease in the upcoming weeks…this week was just too much consumed info, ****, far too long and far to slow…

now tell me what would you say wanasa is?what would be funny to read?funny to see?i need your feedback!

is that alright?

She trembles on the verge of death; pain embodies the heartbeats perplexing the tears- she longer can handle any of this…She begs to disengage herself with the echo of silence. Just a few seconds to inhale this strangeness- not enough to exhale that breathe; she dies….right after you.