Stop sign.

Jul
15
2008
Posted at: 5:46 pm
Filed under : Uncategorized

I don’t want to talk. I will remain silent. I’ll hold myself still. It said thats better, you always were.

I said it changed. And in its cruel voice it replied, ‘how so’?

(We drifted apart)

I refuse to answer. I don’t hold the words anymore. I hold onto nothing.

You use to be all I want. But the facts draw me to truth.

I am a liar, who you use to call beautiful.

Thank you for breaking me into a million and one pieces. You enjoy my wounds. You provide more hurt, unneeded pain. My black tears will soon rain. So thank you for the sensual torment. Thank you for the pitied laughs. And most of all, thank you for leaving me alone, cringing to life’s bitterness. I needed you the most then.

And now, I no longer need.

2 Responses so far

  1. 1

    eshda3wa said,

    July 16, 2008 @ 12:19 am

    And now, I no longer need.

    indication of a new beginning

  2. 2

    your battlefield said,

    July 16, 2008 @ 4:04 am

    esda3wa:
    where on earth have you been?
    i miss reading your comments?
    you of all seem to understand.

    and oh how ****ing happy i am about this new begining.
    change is good, especially once you see someones true colors..

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